Chris Harrison and Rachel Lindsay; ABC/Paul Hebert(NEW YORK) — Earlier this week on The Bachelorette: Men Tell All, Rachel Lindsay reunited with more than a dozen of her onscreen exes to discuss what went on during their time on the ABC reality TV show.

Lindsay told ABC News that before taking the stage, she was “so excited” to see all the men, but all that changed when she stepped out in front of them.

“I could feel the same emotions as when I was on the journey again. They say out of sight, out of mind, and that is so true,” she said. “Because walking on that stage and sitting there, I had to confront them and I could feel some of those emotions come back. So it was harder than I thought.”

At this point on the show, Lindsay has only three men remaining: Bryan, Eric and Peter. In last week’s episode, she eliminated Dean after meeting his family, and seeing him at Men Tell All was difficult, she said.

“When I told Dean I was falling in love with him, I was,” she said. “So to sit there on the couch, and hear him question me and not have the closure that he needed, that was hard.”

In spite of the drama, Lindsay has an exciting event on the horizon: the airing of the season finale next week. She said she’s looking forward to going public with her fiance, whom she said is the “yin to my yang.”

“I think what I’ve learned the most is he is who he says he is. That’s what’s been so beautiful,” she said. “The fear is, are you the same off camera that you are on camera, and he is so much better. And I love that. And I love the balance we have with each other.”

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